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M. Stankovich, MD, MSW's avatar

This is a most fascinating exploration. I have had patients with delusions that were as obvious as your opening example e.g. devoting an astonishing amount of time cutting a medication tablet into sixteen intricate, specific slices after reading that "divided doses" through the course of a day was "superior" to simply taking the pill as directed. Or the Naval officer who literally drove cross-country in adult diapers, stopping only for fuel, to a base on the west coast believing she was followed the entire trip by Navy investigators because she was a "whistleblower," and would only speak to the base Commandant (and was arrested). Or the patient who reported the same woman as a clerk at a San Francisco grocery store, a bus driver, a ticket agent at the Mascone Center, a cop in Union Square, and a nurse in the ER, all on the afternoon.

But the unforgettable patients are the ones whose delusion appeared suddenly in the course of discussion, out the blue, and totally unexpectedly and incongruously with anything previously discussed. I was evaluating a Black man in state prison in his late 50's, who was pleasant, impeccably dressed - his clothes were literally pressed and starched, and he told me he had a small "business" laundering and pressing clothing for other inmates to earn money - well spoken, friendly, attentive, and motivated for parole. He had been convicted of manslaughter in a fight where both men were intoxicated, which he described as self-defense. He served 8 of his 11 year sentence with no infractions and was a model prisoner. In the standard questions, I asked the number of times he believed other could hear or control his thoughts, and he said, "Well, never until they put that new stainless steel mirror in my cell." When I asked him to explain, he said, "The installer showed me the back and asked me if it didn't look like a computer mother board. And I could immediately feel they were reading and hearing my thoughts." He continued that their ability to hear his thoughts extended even beyond his physical presence in his cell. In attempting to focus him, as you say on how "making the cue ambiguous renders attention and subsequent choice harder, a procedure that can be precisely titrated to quantitatively study how the brain handles uncertainty in decision-making," he was unable to explain how this happened but simply accepted it. Noting the the hypersensitivity that most inmates have against telling anything to authorities - and I frequently asked parolees in rehab how important they valued telling the truth while in prison, it was always "ZERO!" - I asked him how it was possible to live in a state prison knowing that the corrections officers and others in authority could read all your thoughts? He considered it for a period of time before ironically stating, "I just don't think about it."

To understand this "fixed delusion in the presence of evidence to the contrary" truly would be a gift. I hope you - and others - continue to pursue this in depth. As always, a much appreciated read!

Dr Erik Smedler's avatar

Nice text! As psychiatist and molecular neurobiologist I wonder or any algorithms could be studied in cell models?

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